I sometimes forget about my illness until..I get those sharp pains in my head or a headache that last for days. Which then I begin to become fearful but welcoming at the same time.
Thought #2
(I guess I have more thoughts)
I am finding that I'm not as focused as I use to be. These past few weeks in school has been a bear! My concentration level is diminishing each week I get closer to the end. Its like if I read one more thing I'm going to scream (with the exception of Facebook status and Twitter) I find myself bored beyond measures!
Thought #3
I need some excitement in my lonely life. I am lonely most of the time and I only text one person on a consistent basis and even now that's starting to slow down...
What's weird about all of this is the fact that I prefer to be alone. In fact I know I don't want anyone else in my life...ever! Being a certain age makes me really not be bothered with anyone else. I have a plethora of friends even though they are not near....I have friends. But starting a friendship is difficult and a challenge.
Everybody is not on the same page let alone same level of where I am or where I'm trying to be. So I'm extremely cautious about anyone who wants to start a friendship...sigh
Thought #4
I'm still not over it and I don't think I ever will.
Conclusion
I have more thoughts but these are the only ones I'm willing to share...
Sincerely
Queen 2 be
Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4
