"I am ready to view my life through the eyes of love."
When I decided to do Deepak Chopra's 21 day of meditation, I figured that I will check this out since I've been talking about getting into meditation anyways. Going in with a made up mind I registered myself to be apart of this session of meditation. I became excited and anxious to see what this session of meditation would be. The topic came as a huge surprise "Free to Love"....wow talk about a ton of bricks on top of another ton of bricks.
Love and I got history:
I couldn't do nothing but laugh when I saw it was talking about love. The one thing that I am trying to avoid like using the port-o-potty at any event...love is the last thing I said that I was going to deal with in my life. SIKE!! I guess the ha ha is on me. Life has a way to MAKE you deal with things that YOU may feel that you are not prepared for but someone higher than we are can say different.
I've been burnt, hurt, destroy and emptied by what I "thought" was love. That even includes self-love. I walk around so numb to that emotion because honestly, I'm afraid of it. I'm beyond afraid...it's more like terrified to no end! I fear it so badly that it brings me to tears...
But now.......I guess it is time to deal with this thing...to conquer...to just be...love
ANYWAYS.....
I've decided to blog my progress during this meditation. I'm willing to share in my journey in hopes to help myself as well as others (or whoever reads it) to be free to Love...
"I am ready to view my life through the eyes of love." (today's meditation)
Peace and Blessings,
Queen 2 B
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