Day 3 of 21 Free to Love meditation

"Life is too short to carry the burden of a heavy heart. It does not serve you or anyone else. Free yourself through the power of forgiveness and compassion."
- David Simon

Freedom to forgive....

I must say this meditation was some what an easy one for me. Until.....

See, I've always been willing to forgive people in my life. Sometimes I think a little too easy. Without going through the list of wrongs that people has done that required forgiveness....I will just tell you ONE thing that I have a problem forgiving.

I have THE hardest problem forgiving MYSELF!!

I hate to disappoint people or let people down. When I do I'm so hard on myself that it is sickening. I've done wrong in my life that I wish I can undo but can't. So since I can't undo them, I waddle in not forgiving myself, which turns into self-hatered and low self esteem. So somehow in this meditation I have to free myself from....well myself.

I need to take ownership of what was done was done and forgive myself. I believe this will lead me into a greater walk in loving myself fully and whole heartedly....and then I have to be compassionate with myself so I can feel more secure in my freedom of forgiveness. 

So as I grasp hold of today's meditation...i am applying this as a triple ointment to get rid of the infected part of me that won't or can't forgive myself. I know I need to do so in order to properly heal.

The longer I don't forgive myself, the longer it will take me to reach my full potential in living....

MY MISSION:

In order to find freedom to forgive, I must do it with compassion and love.
I love myself enough to forgive myself. 

I AM FORGIVEN! 

"I forgive; I release; I let go of anything and anyone that keeps me from my highest good." (today's meditation)

Peace and Blessings,

Queen 2 Be